first time for everything?

Hmmmm.. How did i come to be here doing this blog? God only knows really. Cant say iv ever been one for talking about myself to random people really.. But hey like the title says.. First time for everything?
I spose im at an awkard time in my life.. I say that but really all my life has been pretty awakard in one way or another but im two weeks away from 21, i have no job, im still living with my mum [despite moving out and then moving back [long boring story really]]. People say 'life is what you make it' im guessing and i may be wrong here but im guessing that these people have money.. being skint and unemployed at this time [credit crunch and what not] its hard to make anything out of your life. i want to drive and travel and i have lots of ideas on what i want to do with my life but its the fact i cant afford to do any of it! Which is bollocks really. I say im unemployed.. i do infact occasionaly work in a shop, whenever im needed really.. So that doesnt really count. Haha.


I have amazing people in my life at the moment.. pretty much the only people i need. Im sure they will all get mentioned a million times in the coming posts so i wont list them out right now.
But there is one person i will talk a little bit about now. She means alot to me despite us growing apart. I reckon if she reads this she'll know im on about her! Haha. We have had some of the most AMAZING times together.. and i am determined to have may bloody more with her. I reckon this year, especially summer, will be ours! You up for it sweetie? Hahaha. I'll bring the vodka, you bring the wine. :]]